Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Homecoming
What I didn't expect was the second feeling of homecoming I experienced when I flew into Atlanta on my way out of the country. Chick-fil-A, Quiktrip, Checkers, Steak and Shake, the Braves, sweet tea, a chch on every corner, southern hospitality... it would seem that no matter how far I travel or how long I stay away, I'm a southern girl at heart! It was so nice to get to see two of my best friends again, and my sister and her family. But it definitely made it harder to leave. As the plane rose higher and higher, I found myself watching for one last glimpse of home. As dramatic as it sounds, I just couldn't look away or let myself take a nap (though I was exhausted) knowing that when I woke up I wouldn't see it again for a year.
It got better when I got to Frankfurt and met up with the rest of my team. But I wasn't prepared for the amazing way our Father planned to help me through it. We got to Karaganda with no problems (though there was a little concern over our lack of transit visas in Moscow) and the director of our school was there with two drivers to pick us up and take us to our new flat. We arrived early in the morning, and as we were driving accross the steppe toward the city, the early morning sun shining on the grass, little villages and herds of horses in the distance, I was struck with how much I love this country. I LOVE this country, and this city, and these people. I am so glad to be back.
This is home, too.
How am I so lucky to have so many places to call home? Atlanta, Las Vegas, Houston, St. Petersburg, Karaganda... so many cities full of dear friends and memories. They say home is where the heart is. Well, to quote my friend Jillann, "my heart is all over the world." It's a beautiful thing. Our Father is so good.
Welcome home, Molly.
Monday, August 15, 2011
Shenanigans
Night #1: TP-ing the Vietnam room
Night #2: 650 balloons!
(we were up 'til 2am, but it was totally worth it!)
Thursday, July 14, 2011
A Willing Heart
After two years in Houston, I was excited to realize that I was being called to return. But this time the road had a few twists and turns in it. As you may remember, at first I asked to return to Karaganda. When it became obvious that I wouldn't be able to get a visa, they decided to put me on the team going to Azerbaijan. Then, only a few days before leaving Houston, my regional director called me and asked how I felt about Russia. As I mentioned in my last post, this time around has been a similar journey. From Vologda to St. Pete to Karaganda in only a few short weeks! It's enough to make my head spin (and it did!). But I don't doubt that it is His will, and so of course I said okay. So far so good. That was the easy part. The struggle that follows is much more subtle and prolonged.
This year in Russia was very hard at times, particularly first semester. This was due to several factors, but the one I recognized first was a kind of culture shock, only not from America- I was homesick for Kazakhstan and the life and work I'd had there. Even the littlest things threw me off. But rather than focusing on the symptoms, allow me to go straight to the root of the problem (something that took several months to do when I was actually in the middle of it): I was willing to submit to God in a moment, when they asked me to go to Russia. But in the long term, wearing-down process of submitting all my expectations and warm memories of how it was "in Kazakhstan," I folded. For months it kept me in a fog, making it difficult to grow attached to the places or people in front of me. How much did I lose to that? Now, having grown to love the city and so many dear friends and students, I mourn the loss of those months that could have been spent building deeper friendships and enjoying their company.
Now I find myself in a similar situation. Having grown to love Russia and so many people there, I am sad to leave them. Even to return to another country that I love. There's also the added difficulty that I have been to Karaganda before so, to a certain extent, I know what to expect. And anyone in ESI knows that expectations are just about the worst thing you can have going overseas. I am so worried that I will do the same thing again- that I will allow my memories of how it was to mar my experience of how it is.
This year is going to be completely different. Our team will be different. Our students will be different. Even the city itself will be different (I haven't been there in 3 years, and I've heard of all kinds of changes). I need the willingness to embrace the year that He has planned for me, not the year I remember or think it will be. I need the courage and strength to give up all those ideas and expect nothing except that He will be with me and that that will be enough.
This is not a battle that can be fought and won in one fell swoop. I don't know how many times I will have to lay my expectations down before I stop picking them back up again. It won't come easily. But it will be worth it.
If you would like to join me in lifting this up, I would appreciate it. I could use all the help I can get!
Sunday, July 03, 2011
Last Weeks, First Weeks, and the Near Future
Our last few weeks in St. Pete were super busy. I probably went more places and saw more things in the last 2 weeks than in the 9 months preceding them! Not to mention all the parties, get togethers, goodbyes, and last things. Here's a small sampling:
Baseball in the park with one of my linguistics classes (Athens)
Enjoying the Victory Day celebrations downtown Going for a walk with two of Erica's students, Lisa and Natasha
Day trip to Vyborg, a beautiful city near the border of Finland
Visiting a museum at Peter and Paul fortress with Natasha
A boat tour of the city with Masha
On our last day, several different groups of students dropped by (unplanned) and it turned into an impromptu going away party! Then Dasha and Arina came over to spend the night, though very little sleeping was done. They helped us finish packing up the apartment and stayed so we could spend every last minute together and then they saw us off in the morning.


On the way home, Erica and I spent a week in Berlin with our friend Toni (Antonia), one of the German girls we met in St. Pete. It was a great chance to hang out and see the city and to get a little decompression time between leaving Russia and arriving home.
These first few weeks at home have been a great break, though I haven't been sitting around doing nothing. Between cooking for my family and taking on some of the housework, organizing and labelling my pictures from the year, studying Russian, and reworking my lesson plans for next year, I've been very busy. But it's a different kind of busy, which is a break in and of itself! Plus I feel like I'm getting a great head-start on the year to come. Which brings me to my next bit of news...
It looks like I'll be back in Kazakhstan for this next school year! It's been a bit of a roller coaster deciding where I'll be teaching. First, the school in Vologda where I was hoping to teach backed out, so I thought I'd be in St. Pete again. But then, due to the difficulties in finding teachers who would qualify for a KZ visa, ESI asked if I'd be willing to return there. I only found out for sure after I'd already left Russia, which made my goodbyes particularly hard. I never knew if it was "goodbye until September" or "Goodbye for good." I'm definitely sad that I won't be returning to see my friends and students there, but I'm also excited at the chance to return to another city and country that I love. And all this country and city swapping is making sure my blog lives up to it's title!
So that's the long and the short of it. I'll be sure to keep you posted as I wait to see where in the world God will lead me next!
Friday, April 15, 2011
Molly: Unplugged
I've been to a few electronics stores here and no one seems to have the one I need. They all have universal ones that would work, but those are much more expensive. So it looks like I may be computer-less for the next month and a half.
Honestly, now that the initial shock is over, I'm kind of looking forward to it. I don't know about any of you, but I'm way more consumed by my computer than I have any right to be. Now that I've figured out how I'm going to pull off the rest of my lesson plans this semester, it's just a matter of getting used to doing things the old fashioned way again. It will take getting used to, but I think it will be good for me. There are so many things that I can do more of (walking, reading, knitting, drawing, cooking) when I'm not constantly distracted by the internet. I even played an old-fashioned game of spider solitaire the other day- you know, with actual cards! ;)
So here's to doing things the old-fashioned way! It's gonna be great!
Friday, April 08, 2011
Vologda, Baby!
Bowling with some of Timon and Andy's students
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Birthday Adventure
However, I got there before my next clue- so I was told to follow Joshua's example and march around the train 7 times (slowly, if you please!) After all, what are birthday adventures for but making me look as foolish as possible? :)
After lunch I was sent downtown to a bookstore Anne had discovered in the fall. Forbidden to take public transportation, though, it became an impromptu walking tour. One stop along the way were some griffins gaurding part of the Neva river. Apparently you're supposed to rub it's head and make a wish. I added the stupid face all on my own...
Pause for a touristy picture across from St. Isaacs Cathedral...
Once we found the bookstore, I had to go up and introduce myself to the cashier to get my next clue which took us to the пышки (doughnut) shop a few blocks away. One of my favorite little places in St. Pete, this restaurant/cafe has been around since soviet times. It's one of those hidden treasure type places, and it's always filled with locals. The line is usually almost to the door and the tables are always so full that if there are extra chairs at a table, other customers will just come sit down with you.
What you can't see in this picture is the dozen or so Russians behind the camera, looking at us like we're crazy! But it was worth it!
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Spring has Sprung!
- I haven't worn my hat, gloves, or a scarf outside for over a week now
- The snow and ice are starting to melt, though it's still piled taller than me on the side streets and in the parks
- The sun is out most days (as opposed to the 3-4 times I saw it throughout the months of November and December)
- On a walk with Anne earlier this week, we had our first encounter with Russian sunbathers- men and women who strip down to their underwear and stand (in the snow) against the wall of Peter and Paul fortress to soak up the sun!
March also brings with it Maslenitsa (or as I call it, blini week- blini being the super thin pancakes they make here), International Women's Day, and my birthday! It's a good month. :) To celebrate Maslenitsa, some of Erica's linguistics students from the fall (the same ones we went ice skating with) invited us over for blini. It was delicious, and a lot of fun, too. One of the girls had found a classic Russian movie with English subtitles, so we watched that after lunch. It was hysterical. I almost cried I was laughing so hard! Now I want to find a copy for myself to take home with me.
Women's Day was relatively uneventful for me, except that one of my linguistics classes gave me tulips. I told them that tulips were my favorite flowers, and they remembered and brought me some more for my birthday!
For my birthday, besides the shower of candy, flowers, and congratulations I got all day, My wonderful roommate promised to try her hand at homemade bagels! They were delicious, especially with the cream cheese she gave me that morning. And apparently there is some sort of birthday surprise in the works for tomorrow, but she's being very secretive. All in all, it's been a pretty awesome birthday. I'm telling you- March is a great month to be here in Russia!
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Flea Market
So now it's late, and I'm off to bed- with visions of art projects dancing in my head!
Friday, February 04, 2011
Billiards
My beautiful billiards partner
Anyone who has ever played pool with me will know that I'm terrible. But with all this practice I'm getting better. Arina, on the other hand, is awesome. But today a miracle occured! Due to the combination of me playing the best game of my life and Arina suffering from a spectacular bout of bad luck, I actually won! For the first time. Ever. Recognizing that this will probably NEVER happen again, I decided to take a commemorative photo- this is me aiming for the 8-ball for the first time ever. That's right- I've never even made it that far before!Who says miracles don't happen? :)
Monday, January 31, 2011
Snow, ice, friends... Russia! :)
I was trying to 'be dramatic' for the camera, but we usually only caught me almost falling down afterwards
Ella, Lisa, Natasha, me, Paul, Arina
Monday, January 10, 2011
Christmas x 3
Gena, the Christmas elf!
The most surprising event of the evening was when one of Erica's students presented us with a DVD player! This particular student has been to several of our movie nights and has witnessed first-hand our many struggles with the old one. Apparently he'd had this one for some time but never used it. I only wish you could have been there to see my reaction!
Our second party was for our international posse. Most of our German friends had already gone home for the holidays, but it was still a pretty good group of us.
We made it a pizza party and everyone brought their favorite toppings. It was so much fun (as parties with this group always are), and the pizza was delicious! While we ate we introduced the non-Americans in the group to "The Princess Bride." Someone gave us the game Jenga, so after the movie we decided to play. And as if Jenga isn't stressful enough, we made it even more interesting by saying that whoever knocked it over had to do the dishes. Talk about incentive! By the end of the game we were trash talking each other ("You hear that, Arina? It's the dishes calling your name") and trying to psych each other out as the tower got higher and more unstable.
The moral of the story: we have awesome friends and students. It was such a fun weekend. And then a few days later I got to fly home and spend Christmas with my family for the first time in 5 years! What a way to end 2010!
PS. All photo credits go to my roommate, the photographer! Actually, you can probably assume that for most of the cool pictures I post here!
Thursday, December 16, 2010
The Teapot Song
As some of you may know, every year I teach my students the song "I'm a Little Teapot." When they are late to class, their penalty is to sing the song for us, complete with the dance. It's become quite the class joke, and often late students are greeted with "Hello, teapot!" when they come in the door!
This morning I was running late myself because I had to print out their final exams, so I was preparing to sing to them. As I came up the stairs I looked up and saw several of my students on the landing above me. When they saw me coming, they all hurried to get to the classroom first- or so I assumed. But when I got there the room was empty. A moment later they all filed in with big smiles, apologizing for being "late"...
I love my students!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Thanksgiving
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Schnitzel with Noodles
Last Friday night, the six of us decided to check out the opening of the bridges. Every evening the drawbridges over the Neva river open up for a few hours to let ships come in and out. So we met the girls at a coffee shop and hung out until about 1 am. Then we walked down to the river to check it out. From where we were standing, we could see three different bridges. It was beautiful, even before the bridges were raised... St. Petersburg all lit up at night is definitely a sight worth seeing.
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
Home Strange Home
St. Petersburg is a gorgeous city- even our walk to the metro is beautiful. One of my favorite things to do here is take walks around our neighborhood. We live in one of the oldest districts of the city, so there are tons of beautiful old buildings and little parks tucked into the most random places. And I've heard tell of a bazaar within walking distance, which makes me happier than I can say. Now I just have to find it!
This is so St. Petersburg to me. These are the directions to our school from the metro: Walk towards the beautiful and historic cathedral.... and turn right at the McDonalds
Monday, September 20, 2010
Lesson Plans, Escalators, and Inside Jokes
Other than that, things are going pretty well here. Erica and I have bonded over home cooked meals, movies, and cultural observations. We've decided that there are so many instances of PDA here that they should be broken down into further categories. So we have SDA (on the street), MDA (on the metro), and our favorite, EDA (on the escalator). I mean, it is a 2 minute ride down to the trains. You have to pass the time somehow, right?
A quick side note: Those of you who have seen the Disney movie "Anastasia" might appreciate the fact that I've had the song "A Rumor in St. Petersburg" stuck in my head for about a week!
Well, I think that's about all for now... stay tuned for more adventures and mishaps! There are sure to be plenty of both!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
From Russia with Love
On Sunday we met a friend of a friend, Anya, who took us and another German girl (Elizabeth) to her Sunday services and then to lunch afterwards. We decided to walk to the restaurant instead of taking the metro, which gave us our first up close glimpse of some of the landmarks we'd only seen in pictures. It also gave us our first awesome, if tourist-y, photo opportunity!

I had my first typical overseas teaching experience on Tuesday when I went to print out my lesson plan and materials only to find that I hadn't saved them in the correct format and couldn't open them on the office computer! So Erica and I quickly brainstormed ways to do my reading lesson without having the actual text for the students to read. Yikes! I ended up telling them the story and having them work in groups to write down the gist of it (and I took the opportunity to teach them the word 'gist' :) ). It worked out well enough, but I will definitely be more careful of how I format my documents from now on!
All in all, not a bad way to start our year here in St. Pete!
PS. Check out my "Thoughts" page at the top for updated requests
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Gratitude
I've been thinking a lot lately about how extraordinarily blessed I am. While some might think that I'm 'sacrificing' a year of my life to do this, I'm mostly in awe that I get to do this! God truly does give us the desires of our hearts! That doing his will would send me to the ends of the earth to explore new cultures and make new friends while doing the thing that I love (teaching) simply astounds me when I stop to think of it. I am truly blessed.
In light of this, what business have I to worry about the details of his provision? As can be seen in the story above, as well as in numerous instances of generosity by my friends and family, he has it all in control. I am reminded that the earth is the Lord's and everything in it.
Of the many blessings poured out on me, one of the greatest is all the wonderful people he has put in my life. Every season of my life has brought with it some amazing friends. It is for all of you that I am particularly grateful right now- for your support, your encouragement, and your love. I truly can't thank you enough.
I really am overwhelmed with blessings!
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Back to Reality
I'm also using this time while I'm still in the States to continue support raising. I'm currently hosting a fundraiser on facebook, which I'm calling the "$25 Challenge." The idea is that if 250 people will donate $25 to my ESI account by the end of the month, I'll dye my hair whatever color the donors vote for! There's currently a tie between red and blue, but there's still a long way to go, so we'll see. Whatever the end result, I will definitely post pictures here.
Speaking of posting pictures, I figured out how to create different pages on this blog (see the tabs at the top) so I can have a photo album, and also a page for prayer requests. I haven't done much with them yet, but check back later!
Since this has been mostly an informational post, I'll end with a little tidbit from training. One day as we were driving back from somewhere, some of the guys saw a handwritten sign advertising "Free Taco Soda." Once on campus we spent a good 20 minutes discussing what exactly taco soda might be, gathering more and more people all the while. Taco flavored soda? Soda you drink when eating tacos? Finally a group of us decided to walk down to the store to investigate. Here's what we found:

Notice the tiny little "or" slipped in there? Yeah, we didn't either! But we congratulated the guy behind the counter on a very effective ploy to bring in customers, and took a picture for our trouble. I love these people!

